Saturday, March 31, 2007
boring; 12:30 AM
hai... dunno why.. i felt my life is getting from bad to worst... its getting more and more boring... hai... can anyone save me...
actually thinking of doing volunteery work but have got to do with kids... cos i like kids.. hahaha... or even work part time in child care also seem fun... hahaha...
HAI!!!! <<<<<>>>>>>
Sunday, March 25, 2007
parade parade parade; 5:58 PM
wow... 2 weeks never blog liao. all because of the stupid COA (chief of army) and CDF (chief of defence) change of command parade.. #$@#$%@#%.. i was involved in 2 parade at one shot. its was so super shacked lor. everyday started at about 6am and only returned to camp at about 6pm. somemore it lasted for 2 weeks. 2 weeks, everyday under either the hot sun or cold rain. there was time i felt of falling out but due to not enough people, i had to continue with it. but when there's reserve, i tried to fall out but RSM say they seldom march so want me to continue in the marching troops. wow i was like there everyday, and everyday trying to fall out but none succeed. hahaha...
each rehearsal lasted about 1 hr and we had to do about 4-5 times daily. while standing under the hot sun for 1 hr, the sweat can be felt dripping under my no. 4 shirt and pant with a vest on and SAR21 (rifle). and due to long standing, my legs always get numbed and once even near to the extend to no feeling. once due to the hot sun, things got worst. i cant even open my eyes wide so i chose to shut a while to take a rest. but after i opened cos i heard the parade commander walking pass during the inspection of troops, i had a blackout i nearly nearly fall flat but luckily my friend help me if not i think i'll get f_ck by my RSM ba.. hahaha...
the only morale booster was when my OC brought ice cream and RSM brought cans of drinks for all of us .. and what i get after the parade was praises from those commanders and really bad tann lines. hahaha... i now really looked like a malay.. =( hahaha...
i'll end this entry with special thanks to my OC (officer commanding) for giving 6 SIR support coy such a pleasent place to be it cos he's leaving on 290307.. he's also the first officer i really respect cos he really care for his man, solve problem in a 2 win solution and boosting morale of the soldiers. i also can feel that all SP2 dun wish him to go after about 1 yr 6months of bonding. hai... good things dun lasted forever.. but we still wish him all the best in his upcoming challange at 2pdf and also in his relationship. take care SIR...
Friday, March 9, 2007
not fated??; 9:21 PM
where shd i start?? erm... have being chatting with her this few days. but she say i was like a different person - (like ah seng's and shawn's way of talking to girls). i even told her that actually i have been liking her since poly yr 1 (second sem). but she dun believe and keep finding excurse and reply "hahaha.. u are funny". hahaha.. i dunno to laugh or to sob. nvm i'll show U.
remember this 2 movie tickets?? cos that time i was still very shy then i dare not ask u out. then i ask ren hao to ask u, he ask ah seng to ask u cos u that time very close to ah seng. and we watched movie "turn left turn right" and its on 20 sept 2003 (starting of yr 2)... and after the movie i still kept the 2 tickets till now. hahaha.. u may find that i'm stupid, why keeping this 2 lousy ticket till now. but i also dunno...
and actually i supposed to meet her last weekend but she was sick with stomach flu. was a bit disappointed but then her health is more important. so she decided to have another meet up on thursday and at least i can go out to meet her cos there always night out on thursday.. but last min the stupid, idiot and @#%$@ RSM wanted a parade rehearsel for COA (chief of army). it lasted till near 8pm. maybe still got some chance. but after i bathed, the FU_king MP(military police) came. they are going to have a search for control - ban items. and everyone have to gather at the parade square waiting for the search and ended at 10pm. ARGH... wad is this all about. hahaha... last year she came back also no chance to meet up and only know through my friend that she was back. hai.. it was disappointment after disappointment...
maybe after all this i'm just not fated to meet u or what bah. maybe this chapter of my life shd end liao or even earlier and i have to carry on with the 2nd chapter. but u will never be forget. u will always be in some part of my heart as u are the first girl that i really like in my life. really wish u all the best in ur relationship, studies, career and .....
feel so relax and easy after saying all out... hahaha.. woooo...
Friday, March 2, 2007
injured left eyes; 8:38 PM
finally its the day for a soccer friendly - delta company VS support company. and guess wad i'm in the starting 11 for support company. hahaha. we went there with confident cos previous match we win alpha company. i changed from a left midfielder in the first match to centre defender(right) cos heard their strickers are fast...
the match was a very fast pace match, even as a defender also have to ran like mad. we play badly mainly cos the defensive midfielder is lack of stamina causing the 1st goal, left defender keep making mistakes causing the 2nd and 3rd goal and stricker not speedy enough which left with 3 - 0 down at first half. low morale...
second half is as bad although changed of some players. but this time defenders got more work to do as they all out attack. faint. no choice i have to play more and more physical. and the accident came. i slided the ball away from a stricker and he accidently kick the left side of my face. i felt a sudden black out but was ok after a few secs. but i pick myself up and continue playing. the match ended with final score 7 - 0... hai...
after i walk out of the pitch i feel a bit dizzy liao.. and my friend told me that my left eyes nerve burst as the 1/4 of the eyes ball is red. hahaha.. my friends ask me to go look for MO (medical officer) and the MO defer me to NUH for further checks. went there by camp's medic rover and did x - ray and stuff. no much problem but got 2 days MC.. hahaha..
and luckily the blood clod start to go away by the next few days... if not my so yandao face with a slightly red blood clod in the eyes how can!!! hahaha... faint... =)
