Friday, March 9, 2007
not fated??; 9:21 PM
where shd i start?? erm... have being chatting with her this few days. but she say i was like a different person - (like ah seng's and shawn's way of talking to girls). i even told her that actually i have been liking her since poly yr 1 (second sem). but she dun believe and keep finding excurse and reply "hahaha.. u are funny". hahaha.. i dunno to laugh or to sob. nvm i'll show U.
remember this 2 movie tickets?? cos that time i was still very shy then i dare not ask u out. then i ask ren hao to ask u, he ask ah seng to ask u cos u that time very close to ah seng. and we watched movie "turn left turn right" and its on 20 sept 2003 (starting of yr 2)... and after the movie i still kept the 2 tickets till now. hahaha.. u may find that i'm stupid, why keeping this 2 lousy ticket till now. but i also dunno...
and actually i supposed to meet her last weekend but she was sick with stomach flu. was a bit disappointed but then her health is more important. so she decided to have another meet up on thursday and at least i can go out to meet her cos there always night out on thursday.. but last min the stupid, idiot and @#%$@ RSM wanted a parade rehearsel for COA (chief of army). it lasted till near 8pm. maybe still got some chance. but after i bathed, the FU_king MP(military police) came. they are going to have a search for control - ban items. and everyone have to gather at the parade square waiting for the search and ended at 10pm. ARGH... wad is this all about. hahaha... last year she came back also no chance to meet up and only know through my friend that she was back. hai.. it was disappointment after disappointment...
maybe after all this i'm just not fated to meet u or what bah. maybe this chapter of my life shd end liao or even earlier and i have to carry on with the 2nd chapter. but u will never be forget. u will always be in some part of my heart as u are the first girl that i really like in my life. really wish u all the best in ur relationship, studies, career and .....
feel so relax and easy after saying all out... hahaha.. woooo...
